I want something good to die for...to make it beautiful to live

Sometimes we can desire something so bad that it becomes the very core of our existence. But we can't have it, the soul is slowly eaten away. It seems that everyone has someone. But i'm just one. I want to share my light with someone; my life. I miss the feeling of the world stopping because there is only you and that special someone. I miss the way that seeing that someone can make all my troubles go away because all that seems to matter is me and him. I miss the way it makes me smile because i am in pure elation. And i miss having someone to hold me and telling me that everything will all be okay. I miss love. But maybe I've never trully had it. But I know I've felt it. I want someone to feel it for me; and I unto them. I miss smiling genuinely. I miss feeling special. I miss feeling loved. - Amor e morte