Some things are better off forgotten...

I'm so tired of this. When will this end...

I'm falling in my dream, I finally hit the ground...

Life becomes hard when your existence starts to revolve around the desire for one particular thing. It becomes especially hard when that thing is always staring you in the face; mocking you about the fact that you cannot have it. The dreams I once had are no more than a memory and fantasy of a far away place that I will never have the pleasure of visiting... - Amor e morte.

We'll love again, we'll laugh again... And it's better off this way.

Sometimes we just have to forget.

Coil...

She told me why... she told me lies. Always take care of this. I told her how I've always stayed... Always waiting for nothing. When I get out of here, When I leave you behind, I'll find that the years passed us by... And I can see you; Running through the fields of sorrow. Yes I can, see you...Running through the fields of sorrow. When you get out of here, When you leave me behind, You'll find that the years passed us by... And I can see you; Running through the fields of sorrow. Yes I can, see you... Running through the fields of sorrow... - Amor e morte.

It's the hardest thing for me to shake...

Sometimes you just have to let go. Even if you have nothing else to hold on to. The feeling of freefalling is not a pleasant one at first. But once you adapt, you can learn to live without having something to hold on to. Without being attached to anyone. Once the need to be attached is no longer present, perhaps our lives can become more free. Or maybe we will keep living in denial, but at least the risk of getting hurt again will be slim. My heart is to remain closed until I know for sure that it's worth it. Amor e morte.