And as I read "I'll die alone"; I know she's aching...

I miss him so much it's unbearable. I want to go over there and be with him. I wish he wanted that too. What if I never see him again? Will this get any easier. It hurts. I love him but cannot be with him. I don't know what to do anymore. But I know that I can't move on...not while I know we may still end up together. Amor e morte