I'm doing really well. I'm looking positive and trying to keep it together and look ahead to the future. Though every now and then I stop and think and wonder what terrible thing must I have done in my life (or a past life?) to wind up in the unstable position i often find myself in.
On that note, though, I have never had as much self-determination and ambition as I have now to change my life. I'm tired of feeling dead inside and am bringing out the sunshine within...it is surfacing. Soon enough it will be enough to brighten up people's day.
I still wonder whether I am being pathetic by hoping that me and him will get back together. Am I holding on to something that will never be? Am i holding onto something that never really was? Or is it a good thing that I am positive and hopeful?
I hate not knowing what is going to happen in the future. I would change the present in an instant if I knew that would give me the future I desire. Alas, I mist be patient and wait. Life is a sick, twisted, bitter waiting game. But sometimes that's not all bad. I guess I will know sooner or later... - Amor r Morte
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