She isn't real... I can't make her real...

As I look into your eyes; Do you see the pain in mine? I extend my heart and hand, But cannot cross that line. As you see me accross the table; Can you see this fake rusted smile? Can you feel my heart break? Reality loves denial. As I watch you with regret, My heart sinks unto the floor. The tears well up, but hold them back; I'll never have you like before. Please look into my soul, It's pure but oh so dead. It lingers in the past, Regretting those things I said. I'm pathetic with hope, And hate myself all the same. Why do I always lose? Now I forfeit from the game... -amor e morte