What I would give for memories that wouldn't keep me up at night...

It's been 20 months of heartache... Coupled with 20 months of joy. Many months of love and pain; Though all I would re-employ. 9 months since perfection; And many days of ups and downs. But I knew there'd never be another; You are the only one I've found. 270 nights of loneliness... Because you weren't by my side. So many days of restlessness; While I was waiting for you to write. It's been 9 months since I saw you; I miss your beautiful face. I miss your laughter and your smile; But I'm happy you are safe. 2 months in the future; I hope to have you by my side. So many sleeps to wait... Please don't make me cry. I don't like time; It comes and goes. I want you to stay; But this, you've always known. Like seconds of the clock; Life passes us by, But it might be years; Until you want me along for the ride. - amor e morte