In the rays of the sun I am longing for the darkness...

Where do I go When my only future is below? There's no one left to turn to; This is the final blow. Sitting on the edge; The darkness brings relief. If I take this plunge tonight; Will your heart be filled with grief? As the wind blows in my face, I spread my arms out wide; If I was to step off this ledge; Then maybe I would glide... I leer into the darkness, And take my final breath; It's now or never unto the fall; But what will I find in death? My legs begin to shake; I bow my head in shame; Why can't I take the plunge? Maybe I would rather live in pain... -amor e morte